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February 25 2017

courage

susangayhart Poetry courage, depression, fault, inner power, Major Depressive Disorder, myketaminestory, obsessive thoughts, OCD, silence, thoughts, treatment resistant depression, voices, willingness

The sun can be shining shining so bright yet inside my heart is dark and dying and I’m crying all the time, but you can’t see The words you say to me hurt me immensely but how can I reply to you when you don’t comprehend The thoughts that race through my head I have […]

February 24 2017

death

susangayhart Poetry alone, angry, answers, antidepressants, anxiety, clinical depression, complex puzzle, death, depressed, depression signals, doubts, freedom, friendships, god, help, Major Depressive Disorder, panic attacks, pleas, sadness, self aware, suicidal depression, suicide prevention, suidical depression, treatment resistant depression, wonder

Death, it lives inside me it makes it hard for me to breathe it causes me to have a difficult time concentrating to see things straight and clear My interior mind is jumbled similar to a complex puzzle I’m finding that none of the pieces fit I often wonder why I got this puzzle I […]

February 23 2017

deception

susangayhart Poetry affairs, alone, anxiety, clinical depression, deception, desire, emotional affair, insight, lies, lonely, longing, loving, Major Depressive Disorder, meditation, mental health, mental illness, myketaminestory, panic attacks, relationships, sadness, suicidal depression, suicide, suicide prevention, suidical depression, support, symptoms, treatment resistant depression

I hurt the one that I love immensely I am ashamed of, and very angry too could it be that my illness caused it? I did so many actions that I can undo carried out too many unforgivable things Can he or I ever forgive myself for my conduct? the reasons for my deception hurts […]

February 22 2017

friendship

susangayhart Poetry alone, anxiety, clinical depression, confidant, depressed, friendships, insight, insomnia, listen, mental illness, mindful, openness, speak freely

There are so many people that one meets some we like, others we don’t for various reasons it could be they misunderstand you in which case you may be forced to act or pretend but with an authentic friend they will be there until the very end No lies need be spoken, no show to […]

February 21 2017

insightful

susangayhart Poetry anxiety, clinical depression, conversations, depressed, depression signals, ECT, fault, guilt, hate, help, hurt, longing, lost, love, Major Depressive Disorder, mental health, mental illness, observing, panic attacks, remembering, sadness, self aware, side effects, suicidal depression, suicide, suicide prevention, suidical depression, symptoms, treatment resistant depression, treatments

When I first met you, I was extremely ill but you looked into my blue eyes, eyes that I figure hide everything all my pain, all my anger, my entire life yet you could see that I had no childhood You were correct, I was robbed of the laughter, the enjoyment all the things a […]

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